Endings and New Beginnings

By Tamsin Thoren

“Every new beginning comes from some other beginning’s end.”
~ Seneca – Roman Philosopher

Sun Rise From Outer SpaceI have a very simple ritual that I have practiced each New Year for several years. I write down my intentions for the coming year; yes, it’s that simple. I include other practices and ceremony along with and surrounding this ritual. The core of the practice, however, is the writing down of intentions. Those intentions chart out a roadmap for my heart and soul that will guide my actions throughout the coming year. I share this practice with my partner and we support each other in holding space for realization of each other’s unfolding.

The intentions may include short-term goals or long-term goals that may not be completed in the coming year. They may be simple little things like drinking enough water or they may be grand goals like completing a training or opening a business. Perhaps the intentions are quite concrete, as in the examples given, or perhaps they are intangible intentions like opening up to more love, finding balance, or discovering greater peace. Whatever is in my heart, whatever comes up as I write my list of intentions is always perfect.

Before I write my intentions, I make the space to become clear, to allow something greater than myself to drop in and offer inspiration. Perhaps I’ll do a deep clean on my house or fix something that needs repair. I use the cleaning and repair process as a moving meditation and let it be a reflection of some part of myself. I usually retreat into nature for a few days, away from the sights and sounds of my everyday life and give my body the gift of a year-end cleanse. If I don’t have the time or space to get away, I’ll take a yoga class and/or meditate with the intention of allowing my heart to sing forth it’s deepest desires for the future. I always choose beautiful paper and good quality pens to make the practice more enjoyable and special.

I return to my list of intentions throughout the year; it can be like an anchor that connects me to hopes and dreams. In those moments when I may wonder why I am working so hard on something or making sacrifices in an area of my life, my list of intentions reminds me of the destination I am approaching. It can also be a time of reflection in which I realize my intentions have changed and I no longer wish to continue on a particular path. I may add to the list or I may cross off items that have been completed or are no longer relevant.

Sometime around the Winter Solstice I will again contemplate that year’s list. I reflect upon my accomplishments; give thanks for the blessings, guidance, and support I have received in bringing my intentions to fruition; and reflect upon those things that I am still working on. I write those intentions that I wish to carry over onto the new list for the coming year, and on New Year’s Eve, before creating my new list of intentions, I burn last year’s list to signify the end of one cycle.

There is something so powerful in this simple act of reflection and writing out my intentions. I honor and release the past, become rooted in the present, and create a road map for the future. The burning of last year’s list feels like a clean break, a fresh start; it is sort of like rebooting my internal computer. I let go of the past year and become focused on new goals. It is a recognition of the cycles of the natural world that continue endlessly whether or not we take notice. One more revolution around the sun as we move with the Earth in it’s never ending journey.

May your new year be filled with love, joy, peace, and blessings beyond your wildest dreams.

Jim G. – Yoga Del Mar Practitioner

Jim G.YDM: What brought you to Yoga Del Mar?

JG: I came to yoga for the exercise. I have been a long-time competitive cyclist. I often heard that yoga would be good to augment my cycling and increase general flexibility (which can facilitate increased strength). I had tried yoga a few times, but it never fit well – either the location, or the schedule, or something did not fit. Three years ago I looked for a local studio and saw Yoga Del Mar on the internet, and on a Friday afternoon, I mustered the courage to attend what I call my first real yoga class, with Josh Vincent. And the next day I went to Geri’s class, and thus started my yoga journey. I was struck by how accepting and even inviting yoga instructors are, from the first class I felt I was part of the group. Yoga was so different than the competitive world I was used to – it is not a competition, it is about what you are doing for yourself today, and how you are connecting with yourself. After miles and miles and hours and hours of cycling over the years, I thought I had the foundation for a connection to myself, but in just a short time, I found that connection to be much deeper through my yoga practice at Yoga Del Mar. That “connection” translates to self awareness, self confidence and contentment, and openness in relationships with others. Just few months later, I completed Anusara Immersion 1 with Geri, and that deepened my knowledge of Anusara yoga and my yoga practice far more than I expected.

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Empowering Future Generations

Nikyta's Signature "The hand is not so well adorned by ornaments as by charitable offerings." ~Chanakya

Dear Kula of Yoga Del Mar,

I first would like to express my deep gratitude for the work and involvement that all of you have done via the H&ands of Yoga Del Mar, and fundraisers for the Shuar tribe of the Ecuadorian Amazon. Thanks to your help, we arrived in the Tawasap Community, which is in the rainforest of Ecuador near Puyo, this summer in August. This is a short account of the magical adventure and exchange of knowledge we found there.

 

Shuar TribeIn the dark aliveness of the rainforest at night, were first greeted in the house of ritual, where after long conversations by candlelight we laid open our intentions and our hearts to Tzama, the community's charismatic and powerful leader, who also did the same. After this we were welcomed into the family compound with burnt orange facepaint, made from the dye of furry seedpods, which signified we were now initiated and welcome as guests. Over the next four days, we began teaching and empowering the youth of the village through media arts: digital video, photography, recording, and mastering. We had a very simple objective: to inspire the youth to be record keepers of their own history, and in doing so teach them skills they could continue after our departure.

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Joyce L. – Yoga Del Mar Practitioner

YDM: What brought you to Yoga Del Mar?

Joyce L. - Another inspiring yogini at Yoga Del Mar JL: Actually, It was late January or early February (can't quite remember!) of 2009 when I came for my first class. I saw a coupon – I think in the Carmel Valley News – for a free class. I had been trying some yoga tapes at home for a month or so and quite a while ago tried a little ashtanga yoga for a few months. Also, my sister (she lives in Santa Fe, NM) had just started taking at an Anusara Yoga studio there was was telling me how great it was. I was definitely interested in yoga as a form of exercise, but I was also very interested in yoga as a spiritual path. I had read Stephen Cope's book "Yoga and the Quest for the True Self" and was really at the beginning of trying to get away from just our "western" perception of yoga as exercise and discover yoga in its fullness. I went to the Anusara website, typed in my zip, and up came YDM! So, there I was, with a free class coupon, encouragement from my sister, a basic love of exercise, and a yearn for spiritual development. Everything just fell in to place. Bet you wished you hadn't asked!!!

YDM: Not at all! I love how everything came together so perfectly for you.

How has practicing yoga changed your life?

JL: Wow, in so many ways!!! It has been and will continue to be a great journey!

From a physical standpoint, it has been great. Exercise has always been a great stress reducer for me. It took a long while, but I finally got my flexibility back (I used to take LOTS of ballet classes). I think the best thing is how improvement comes in little steps, sometimes in an imperceptible way, but all of a sudden I will realize that I am doing something that I couldn't do before (even if it is just twisting a little farther). I'm definitely trying new things and being "very brave"….stepping out of my comfort zone. After a year and a half, I finally reached the wall for a hand stand! But it doesn't stop there, get one thing and there's lots more to work on! I LOVE arm balances!

Last year I took the level one immersion and plan on doing the level two course in 2011. There is so much to learn; I had to give myself time to absorb and work on all the material presented. The course was also a perfect way to blend the exercise with the spiritual. Being introduced to the yoga sutras, continuing reading other books on yoga, and learning more about yoga as a life path has allowed me to start to absorb at least a few steps of the eight-fold path in to my every-day life. It helps tremendously to not only enjoy life's simple pleasures but also to take the bumps along the road a little less reactively.

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Perfection from the Inside Out

In our culture, we are continuously being fed images of “perfection” especially through the media. What does it look like to have a perfect body? What does the perfect life look like? What does the perfect holiday celebration look like?

The words of songwriter Leonard Cohen suggest a deeper perfection that is inherent within the apparent imperfection. In his song “Anthem” Cohen sings, “Ring the bells that still can ring. Forget your perfect offering. There is a crack in everything; that’s how the light gets in.”

In Sankrit (the ancient language of India) the word for perfection is Purnatva. It is also the word for wholeness. When we practice yoga, the intention is not to try to look like a picture in a book — an ideal image of what a yoga pose should be — but rather to do the pose from the inside out. When we bring the totality of our Being into the expression of a yoga pose — we ring the bells that still can ring — and in that way, in that moment, we express our full unique self, we come to know ourselves more fully, we experience our own innate perfection.

There is an innate perfection in the beauty of the trees, a newborn baby, the glory of sunrise, and there is an innate perfection in each of us. May our yoga practice help to unveil the perfection inherent within each of us, and from that wellspring of wholeness may we recognize the perfection of the body we are inhabiting, the life we are living, and the celebrations we are experiencing.

Geri Portnoy: Theme for yoga class on Saturday, November 27, 2010

Poem by Stanley Kunitz “The Layers”

(this poem was written by Stanley Kunitz when he was in his 70′s)
I have walked through many lives, some of them my own,
and I am not who I was, though some principle of being abides,
from which I struggle not to stray.
When I look behind, as I am compelled to look
before I can gather strength to proceed on my journey,
I see the milestones dwindling toward the horizon
and the slow fires trailing from the abandoned camp-sites,
over which scavenger angels wheel on heavy wings.
Oh, I have made myself a tribe out of my true affections,
and my tribe is scattered!
How shall the heart be reconciled to its feast of losses?
In a rising wind the manic dust of my friends,
those who fell along the way, bitterly stings my face.
Yet I turn, I turn, exulting somewhat,
with my will intact to go wherever I need to go,
and every stone on the road precious to me.
In my darkest night, when the moon was covered
and I roamed through wreckage, a nimbus-clouded voice
directed me: “Live in the layers, not on the litter.”
Though I lack the art to decipher it,
no doubt the next chapter in my book of transformations
is already written.
I am not done with my changes

Yoga by Margaret Vanasse

Y O G A
churns inner freedom
energy from base
channels through
core heart mind
extends grace
urn of swirling
movement
sensations fill space
thankful from my toes
to my face
PEACE